I love them more than I love a lot of people. #parakeets (Taken with instagram)
- Me: baby, I had the craziest dream I was pregnant!
- Bryan: that's not crazy. It amazing and I cannot wait for it to be true and for you to have our baby growing inside of you.
- He is wonderful! No wonder I am so in love!
The first week after being with Bryan is always the easiest. I’m home getting back into my routines, keeping busy and getting my shit back together. Then The second week comes where I have more time to think, more time to miss him. And then I start forgetting how he looks when he’s sleeping and I just wake up. The way he smells in the morning after a shower. The way his kisses on my neck feel before we make love. I have three months to fall apart before I get to see him and have him put me back together again.
This is so hard. We are both depresses and both need each other. Yet we both have to stay where we are, 2000 miles away from each other for another year.
